Ok...I just want to rave about how fabulous life is going right now!! My parent's were being ok for awhile and then boom...assholes again...but I've learned not to care anymore!! I continue to tell them since they keep fucking up...they will not be included in my future!! But they seem to either think I'm going to change my mind, blowing smoke, or they just don't care...something...but I don't give a damn about them and I don't let them get to me anymore! Something I never thought I'd actually be able to accomplish! Ryan and my relationship is going great!! We are happy and reaching a new level in our relationship. I'm not sure how exactly to explain it...but it's a damn good thing! He is the love of my life and the rock I depend on!! I love him more than anything in the whole world!! I have decided that if I can get a scholarship to Kansas State next year I'm going there!! I'll do the pre-med degree and then go to Kansas University to finish my degree in pharmacy!! Yay I'm so excited for next fall!! If I don't get a scholarship to Kansas State, I'll go straight to KU...but either way...I'm excited! Next is my friends~Joe and Crystal...major congrats on your new engagement! I'm so glad you guys came to the bowling alley right after it happened and let us know!! The ring is beautiful! I love how friendships bloom! Adrianne and I have become so close here lately and I wouldn't change it for the world! She's going to be the 1st bridesmaid and the lovely Sarah is going to be my maid of honor since we have known each other all our lives and I still love her dearly!! It made me sad when friends left and just disappered...but I know it happened for a reason now! Yes I miss them sometimes, but I've put all my effort and forth into keeping the friendship and they haven't done anything...so I'm ok with the loss. I have the friends I need around and I love them!! As for work...I love it! Stephanie is giving me more hours because I told her I wanted some and I was thinking about quitting my day job! I didn't think I'd get them yet! So...we will see how many days and how many extra hours I'm getting!! Hopefully as many as I needed! Maybe Christmas won't be so tough this year!! I'm happy with how my life is going right now and I'm going to do everything in my power to keep it that way!! I love it!! | 
